Being left by him is saddening

But i just a normal person who try to understand the world and him. And this time, because of not focus mind, i fail to learn about him. And he is gone.

Feel sooo sad.
Because when he is gone i realize what a good person he is.
My type, definitely.
But still i dont understand why.

He told me he left because of the past i have done to him.

Even so, it is doesnt matter he said.

That i told him to go.

But if he really and truly like me, he will never go.

He will go for a moment.

But will come back later and try to repair everything.

But he go exactly at time when i open my heart to him. I am just his exercises btw.

Thanks God for opening my mind.