Being left by him is saddening

But i just a normal person who try to understand the world and him. And this time, because of not focus mind, i fail to learn about him. And he is gone.

Feel sooo sad.
Because when he is gone i realize what a good person he is.
My type, definitely.
But still i dont understand why.

He told me he left because of the past i have done to him.

Even so, it is doesnt matter he said.

That i told him to go.

But if he really and truly like me, he will never go.

He will go for a moment.

But will come back later and try to repair everything.

But he go exactly at time when i open my heart to him. I am just his exercises btw.

Thanks God for opening my mind.

https://www.marriagebuilders.com/graphic/mbi8122_groping.html

Kalau di perusahaan lokal, belum tentu kamu bisa ngomong dengan pemilik perusahaan, apalagi nyuruh ganti bendara, sist.

Kita gak tau kenapa dia jutek.
Ntah lagi badmood, dsb.

Dari perkataannya sih sepertinya lagi badmood.

Itu tidak penting, sepertinya dia lagi kesal.

Itu tidak penting, sepertinya dia lebih berfokus kepada promosi dsb yang lebih urgent daripada hal-hal detail seperti memasang bendera.

Badmood plus fokus berbeda.

https://m.suara.com/amp/tekno/2018/08/04/200000/viral-tolak-bendera-merah-putih-karyawan-ini-mengundurkan-diri

Menjadi orang tua.

Ngobrol dengan satuan kerja, panjang lebar.

Mulai dari common sense, radiasi, kesehatan, hingga anak.

Hal menarik, pertanyaan tentang kesenangan dan tentang anak.

Waktu aku kecil, sering bertengkar sama adekku, tapi ibuka fokus untuk melerai.
Tidak perduli siapa yang benar dan salah, yang penting berhenti bertengkar.

Hhhmnm

Ibuku juga tidak pernah pilih kasih. Selalu netral.

Hhhmmm.

Ngobrol, kesadaran.

Hhhmmm.

Hhhmmm.

He is depressed

I am feeling so sad.

So sad.

Really.

Damn..

So sad..

He is lack of focus.

Because he is focus on me.

It is kinda sweet.

But still, sad

I make some one depressed, what kind of woman i am.

So sad.

I dont want it to happen.

I even dont realize it.

Terkadang, sering kita salah bertindak.

Cewe paling sering.

Pake gincu, kutek dsb.

https://properti.kompas.com/read/2018/07/30/173216021/terkait-separator-jalan-dicat-warna-warni-pakar-ini-bukan-dufan

Kanker tidak butuh waktu lama

Hanya dalam satu bulan, kanker mengubah valentinus yang perkasa jadi kurus kering tidak berdaya

Sungguh malang

1 juli dia masih baik-baik saja dengan sedikit masalah di perut.
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